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Vaishali’s soul was forged in two different fires. The first was the gentle, sun-drenched warmth of the countryside, where a poor agrarian girl grew wild and free among camels and buffalo, her heart shaped by rivers and hills. She knew the language of birds and the secrets of herbs; her world was honest, hard, and simple.

The second was a cruel, modern inferno in a town that saw her rustic beauty not as a gift, but as prey. Thrust into a wealthy family, her uneducated innocence became a target, her lack of “civilised” manners a weakness for vultures to exploit. From this crucible of betrayal—from familial exploitation and the hungry smiles of friends—her love was not born of desire, but hammered into existence. It was not a feeling; it was an act of war. A declaration against a world that had shown her only teeth.

For years, she had been a feast for vultures wearing the faces of family and friends. Their kindness was a transaction, their smiles a veil for the blade. She had navigated a landscape of betrayal, each whispered rumour from neighbours a stone thrown, each offered hand a potential trap. She escaped it all—not unscarred, but unbroken.

That night, her voice was a fragile thing on the phone, cracking under the weight of a lifetime’s memory. Aryan had just uttered the words she had learned to distrust: “Vaishali, I love you so much.”

The line went silent for a moment that stretched into an eternity. Then, her voice, sharp and clear, cut through. “Stop.”

Aryan’s breath caught. He had expected shy acceptance, not this sudden, cold barrier.

“Don’t say you love me,” she continued, her tone low and vibrating with an intensity that frightened him. “Not until you know what it means. Not until you know what my love is.” She took a shuddering breath. “You are my choice, Aryan. My selection. I chose you. And my love… it is not what you think. It is not soft. It is not sexual devotion. It is born from hatred. From anger. It is a violent thing.”

Aryan sat in stunned silence, the phone pressed hard against his ear. This was not the language of romance. This was the language of a battlefield.

“I could talk for hours and hours on love,” she whispered, the words now thick with unshed tears. “If I could write, it would be books and books. Not with words that exist, but in a language the world has never been brave enough to speak.”

And then the dam broke. A silent sob shuddered down the line, and Aryan felt his own heart clench in response. He held his breath, a prisoner to her pain, his very stillness a prayer. Her grief was a physical force, bridging the miles between them to press against his chest, a shared, suffocating weight.

When she found her voice again, it was raw, stripped bare. “I was a deer once,” she wept. “Innocent. Surrounded by wolves who smiled even as they circled. I learned… I learned that desire is just hunger. That friendship can be a lie. The world is a web of beautiful traps.” Her tone shifted, hardening into something formidable. “So I made my love a weapon. A challenge. My love isn’t built on the tenderness I was given. It is built on everything I refused to become. It is my defiance.”

The tears were gone now, replaced by the steel of a final verdict. “That is why my love is not poetry or art. Those are ornaments for peaceful lives. Mine was born in the gutter of human animalism. It is the choice to remain human when everything begs you to become a monster. It is a love beyond what scholars can ever write. It is not the love of the lucky, Aryan. It is the love of the undefeated.”

Aryan listened, utterly shattered. How could this woman, whom the world might dismiss as unlearned, articulate a truth that rendered every philosophy book he’d ever read hollow? Her knowledge was not printed on pages; it was carved into her bones, etched into the map of her scars. From those wounds, she had distilled a wisdom so fierce, so profound, it humbled him to dust.

He understood then. For Vaishali, love was not a gentle emotion. It was resistance. It was the sacred, stubborn refusal to surrender her humanity in a world hell-bent on stealing it. Her love was a raging fire, but it was a controlled burn—one that had incinerated the weaknesses in her and purified her spirit into something unbreakable.

And perhaps that was the very reason he loved her—not in spite of her fury, but because of it. Not because she spoke like a scholar, but because she had lived a scripture written in survival and wrath. She had taken her pain and alchemized it into the purest proof that love, in its truest, most powerful form, is defiance. It is the ultimate act of saying “no” to the world, so you can say “yes” to one person without ever losing yourself again.

He finally exhaled, his voice a soft reverence in the dark. “Then teach me,” he said. “Teach me your language.”

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